Friday, June 22, 2007

What is, is not what it should be!

I suppose the truth had finally dawned on me. If a few yesterdays ago, I, with very little commitment would voice out, “Oh, I lost RM400 every month because I went and furthered my studies!” now painful realization makes its presence felt. That RM400 every month would help a long way to make my life more comfortable and worse, that RM400 is mine! I’ve been robbed blind.

Needless for me to paint the picture, it’s been drawn for you by the media and the huge cries from the public, especially those in the DG41 schemes who felt shortchanged by the system, this is about the discrepancy in the remuneration system, this is about some upper echelon people, whose decision would decide the fate of many, failing to do their homework.

There are two parts to my story. The first is ‘funny’, the second is tragic. So it is a kind of a Tragicomedy.

Chapter 1:

I started my profession as a teacher in the early ‘90s, fresh from the Teachers Training College with a salary of – pittance, I didn’t mind that. I got to do what I had always wanted to do – teach. I enjoyed those earlier years, working with the children, watching them grow. I got myself a wife and was overjoyed when she joined a maktab to become a teacher like me. What could be better than two people sharing their lives and professions?

Several years later I joined a university and earned a degree. My wife couldn’t join my venture because of several juniors had by then joined us at home and needed lots of TLC. Thank you Wife for your sacrifices and understandings. I could never repay you enough for willingly undertaking them.

I returned to teaching three years later and was ‘promoted’ to DGA41 (Pegawai Perkhidmatan Pendidikan SISWAZAH). The capitalization and the colonization are mine to express the import of the words. Work got a bit more tedious as my new audiences are now semi-adults – lots of whims, lots of scenes. I coped, as I had enough tutelage at both the maktab and university to cater for and counter those antics.

This year, a salary hike was announced. All Public sector workers would benefit. A degree holder like me would get 15% increase; my wife a non-degree holder gets 25%. Thank you, thank you, bloody generous of you! Yay! Jubilation! Celebration! Exultation!

Then, came the ‘Crunch’. We sat down one night and studied the ‘new’ salary tables recently released by the relevant authority, joyfully thinking of what we could do with the extra income. Putting the tables side by side, mine a DGA41, my wife’s, a DGA32, suddenly we found out that under the new salary scheme, the difference in our monthly salary is a mere RM6.00 (Yes a mere SIX Ringgit). We looked at each other and burst out laughing. The mirth most probably was due to disbelieve and shock. Why on earth did I bother to bust my arse going to university for an advantage in income of only such a miniscule amount over a person, who not only is a non-graduate, but is also several years my junior in length of service?

Oh, come now, quit whining! It’s funny, please laugh! Don’t worry, I won’t feel offended if you do. The joke is on me! It is a RM6.00 worth of a joke.

End of Chapter One.


Chapter 2

I couldn’t remember exactly, but I believe there 30 of us in that class at the maktab, way way back when dinosaurs still roamed the earth. I had lost touch with most of them, but for sure, one, for love of academia, got her masters degree, one for love of money, quitted and started a business in logistic, one for being independent and self-respecting, lost his job, and the rest, me included, for the love of imparting knowledge, remain what we are – teachers.

At this juncture, I think I should clarify something. A teacher is not a bloody cylinder of wax with a wick in the middle to be burnt and discarded when melted. That is a misconception that was introduced to idolize the teaching profession. Maybe it was necessary and relevant to do so in the days of old when teachers didn’t require substantial monetary reward for existence and subsistence. When pupils humbled themselves and ‘served’ the ‘idols’ in place of Ringgit and Sen. I do not feel that teachers want adoration and idolization any more these days. They are now professionals wishing only for justifiable remuneration for duties duly performed. It is as simple and as mercenary as that.

OK, got that out of the way, good. Let’s get on then.

Many among us, at least those with whom I am still in touch with, for his or her own reason never ventured to university. I am sure complacency is not an excuse any of us would use to justify that. Perhaps opportunity forgone or inopportunity would be better explanations for remaining as non-grads. Which is fine as they still get to do want they want to do and get paid for doing it. As time went on and jobs performance was good, so up went their salaries and in due time, with all the accompanying brouhahas, found themselves promoted to the DGA32 scale. Good for them.

I, on the other hand, took the road less traveled by. And by God, did I have to pay for doing that. I busted my brain, my arse and myself to earn that degree. I lost half my pay for three years while I was at the university, at the same time too, I forwent my seniority, and I ended up owing tons of money to make it through it all. All in the name of answering the call for teachers to better themselves academically ( and financially, I assumed at that time.) After all it wouldn’t make sense at all that the paper chase is not accompanied by monetary gain, would it?

So I ended up as a DG41 teacher, what could be so bad about that? For one, the night before I sat down and studied the salary tables, curious to know what would I be making if I hadn’t embarked on that self-bettering journey. I gasped when I found out out that I could have been RM400 richer every month had I sat on my arse and let the world roll by while the grass grew under my feet. Man, I felt like the rug had been pulled from underneath me. This must have been the slickest scam ever pulled on anybody. So, despite all my and my family’s sacrifices, despite all the hard work that I put into getting that piece of paper, despite all the financial strain I put on my family, it ended up stabbing me in the back. I felt so cheated. How could this happen? Why do you people up there allow this to happen? All that trouble just to get poorer.

Note:

In a letter to the editor in a Malaysian daily today : an idiot who goes by the penname ‘Guru Kampong, Temerloh’ wrote something about teachers when they join the teaching profession should not think about getting rich through this profession. This profession is about “derived satisfaction”. Your students succeed; your reward is your satisfaction. I’d say feed your family then with that ‘derived satisfaction’, pay your monthly bills then with that ‘derived satisfaction’, put a roof over your head with that ‘derived satisfaction’. You must be from a kampong indeed if you are still deluded by the thought that your ‘sacrifice’ means a hoot to anybody. Grow up please! Wake up! This is not about getting rich, this is about getting what is mine (or what should / could have been mine)

Chapter 2 ends.
2 years later - Teachers are still not happy about this as evidenced by this letter to the editor:
Guru DG29/41 terus gigit jari
http://www.bharian.com.my/Current_News/BH/Monday/Surat/20080915001247/Article (15/09/2008) Berita Harian Online

SEJAK akhir-akhir ini, suara Guru DG29/41 yang tidak mendapat DGA32 sudah semakin sepi dan seakan mereka terpaksa menerima hakikat walaupun sangat pahit untuk ditelan. Segala luahan dan keluhan mereka di media tidak didengar dan perjuangan melalui kesatuan guru tidak memberi hasil diharapkan. Kesatuan guru adalah saluran yang betul bagi guru DG29/41 untuk membela nasib mereka tetapi apa yang berlaku cukup mengecewakan, terutama bagi guru DG29/41 yang baru dilantik ke DG41 dari DG29 tanpa mendapat DGA32 yang belum mencapai tujuh tahun dalam DG41. Sebagai contoh mudah, guru A dari DG29/41 yang sudah berkhidmat selama lima tahun dalam DG41 dari DG29 (sembilan tahun) hanya berada pada P1T9, dengan gaji pokok RM2,419.45. Tetapi guru B dari DG29/32/41 sekarang sudah bergaji RM2,871.70 pada P1T14 daripada lantikan DG32 (empat tahun) yang juga dari lantikan DG29 (10 tahun).
Perbezaan gaji mereka ialah RM452.25 atau lima tahun berkhidmat, pada hal guru ini sama tempoh perkhidmatannya iaitu 14 tahun dalam bidang dan bawah bumbung sama. Walaupun rundingan demi rundingan dibuat antara kesatuan guru dengan Jabatan Perkhidmatan Awam dan Kementerian Pelajaran, ia terlalu umum dan tidak diperhalusi dengan betul yang dikhususkan untuk membela nasib guru DG29/41. Akibatnya, keputusan yang dicapai tetap merugikan guru DG29/41 malah menjarakkan lagi 'jurang' dengan DG29/32/41 kerana keputusan tetap lebih menguntungkan guru DG29/32/34/38/41 yang sudah banyak mendapat faedah yang sangat besar sebelum ini tanpa berjuang seperti DG29/41.
Dalam situasi ini, hanya kesatuan saja menjadi harapan tunggal guru DG29/41 untuk dibela nasib mereka.
CIKGU PRIHATIN, Kuantan, Pahang.
For God's sake MOE/JPA/whomever it might concern, do something about this please. What does it take to make you people move your collective heavy asses - a revolution or something?

Saturday, January 27, 2007

The Driftwood

If all material things
Of substance belong to land,
The piece of driftwood I spied must
Be covetous of the four
Frolicking souls on the sand.

So near and yet still far
Beckon home the tantalizing sands.
Yet unrealeased it was,
Grappling with the ocean’s
Jealous, protective hands.

What dread is that driftwood’s life.
Its heart must have come burst.
To and fro, see and saw. It could have
Been crying, for we heard
It wailing above the surf.

There it swirled amidst
The flotsam and the jetsam
Imbibing the sea: A watery hell,
Its home and prison; A lost soul
Breakers caged, disowned and damned.


Lambert.
12/01/2001

Note: This poem was written / created while on an outing with 3 very close friends in 2001 at Batu Ferinnghi in Penang.

Saturday, June 17, 2006

MovieLand Vs. BolehLand CSI

One must really hand it to the CSI Series for portraying an ideal state of affairs. Bruckheimer must have made the connection to what the public wishes from the Police – undying devotion and dedication to serve a single end – solving crimes by letting or making evidence(s) speak the truth.

Such public wish remains unfulfilled wish here in BolehLand. Here those who dare rule. It may sound anarchical, but when one feels that one cannot feel safe in one’s surrounding due to some quarter having absolute freedom to impose its will on others, how can not that be. It must be said that some types of evidence has little value here. In a country where every individual is fingerprinted as a matter of record at the tender age of 12, it is a crying shame that such a valuable resource as those individualized records is overlooked and not given a chance to serve at least one of the purposes for which they are kept – identification.

Cars have been broken into lately in my neighbourhood. One of those was mine. I woke up one morning to find the driver’s side glass had been smashed and the louts, perhaps frustrated by the design of my cars stereo system, had successfully damaged it when they tried to wrench it out of the dashboard. I have the radio still, but I might as well have it stolen. It is now a piece of junk at the foot of my bed.

So, this grieved citizen, sullied by having his property defiled right in the sanctity of his own courtyard, called the ‘Cepat, Cekap, Betul’ people for assistance. The helpful person on the other side of the phone inform me that I was supposed to come to the Police Station to report the incidence – fine. And then this CSI addict and at the same time, a starry-eyed idealist, asked the RM64 question – “Will you be sending people here to get fingerprints from my messed-up car?”

The answer –“No! Bring the car here to the station.” Wait a sec – that would not be what the CSI would say.

I was expecting something like – “Give me your address, Sir. We’ll despatch a team right over. In the meantime, please keep your hands off the car, lest you taint valuable evidence.”

A RM128 question was asked – “What should I do? I can’t drive the car with broken glass all over the seat.”

The friendly person was heard talking to his colleagues, “It is alright isn’t it if the car is cleaned up for it to be driven to the station?”

“Tak apa, boleh. Cuci dulu nanti datang report.”

The truth dawned on me then. Finding out who the criminals are, is of the least interest to them and I was but an addition to the statistics. Whatever hope I have of assisting the Force to apprehend the criminals was dashed as soon as I compromise the evidence – I’ve watched too many CSI series and understood the implication of such action.

To say the least, I found all my conceptions of these ‘To Serve and To Protect’ people of BolehLand dashed to pieces. Bruckheimer had deceived me into hoping that my case is dealt with by the same and equally dedicated teams of BolehLand CSI. Shame on you Bruckheimer!

I cleaned my car, replaced the windscreen and never bothered to go to the station to report the incident. Wait, before you go and accuse me of perpetuating and/or suppoting a crime because I did not report it, think of the purpose of such action. Why report a crime? (This is a RM256 question – it gets more expensive you see with deeper or more profound revelation). Is it for you to end up a statistic or for you to be (or at least feel) protected?

If you choose the former – fine, go report, and have a nice day. But if your choice is the latter, go report – do you feel protected now?

The second choice, besides having the Force keep order and peace in the society, entails the generation of the feelings of security amongst the citizens of this nation. The Force cannot shoulder such huge responsibility alone. The onus is on us, the person walking the street, as well. Let us contribute in whatever little ways we can. More importantly, make us feel that our contributions matter.

How can I feel secure when I was forced to forgo of an opportunity to contribute to the preservation of such security? I cannot say that I feel secure tonight while the perps who defiled my property yesterday still walk free, secure in the the knowledge that their identities remain unknown, thanks to the dedication of BolehLand CSI.

Some may opine that the fingerprints won’t mean hoot. Very few criminals are successfully charged of their crimes based on evidence of fingerprints. But the keyword here is the feeling of security. Security for the lay people and insecurity for the criminals. The Force’s presence embodies both. Its refusal to be present at scenes of crimes may send the wrong signal – go ahead, do what you will, we are not coming for you. Lost then is the deterring influence the Force has over unlawful activities. Lost then the peace of mind the public has.

The least that the search for fingerprints at crime scenes would do is to put the fear that their identities might be known into these criminals. With the fear of such revelation, these thugs would not be so smug and cocky as they go about their business. That would be the death of the state of anarchy, in my area at least. Then of course the criminals may opt to wear gloves, but that’s another story.

I, your #1 fan, curse you Bruckheimer for making me wish for a different state of existence. Ban CSI series on BolehLand TV! Oh yeah – and May the Force be With You!